hey everyone...yep..its been awhile...ive been in texas the past couple of days..well..actually im still in texas...lol..im goin home tomorrow mornin at 4..i cant wait to go home..i miss it..and i wanna kno what everything looks like...we just got hit by that damn hurricane frances..but its all good..nothin bad happen to my house..i lucked out i ( Read more... )

ehhh..i was bored..and saw that a friend of mine did these quizes...soo i thought what the hell...ill give them a try too...and this is what i got..


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i wanna tah-tle that eats roho po-tah-toes with but-tah..

gawd...i wish i felt like this all the time..things would be alot easier..

hey..its been awhile..but i decided id update..cuz i hav sum really good news...I PASSED THE GED TEST!..i got my results back..and i passed..i have my high school diploma now..wow..its kinda weird..but its a good feelin..now all i gotta do is look for a job..and find out about a grant for DBCC..yea..but anywayz..thats about it for the update.. ( Read more... )

yea...soo..its been awhile..i kno..so i decided to update and tell u guys i made it thru the hurricane!..oh yea...even tho it was pretty damn scarey..but its all good..im just glad to hav my comp back...boy was i missin it..lol...anywayz..tonight was krazee...well..me and cody had plans to go to the movies with carissa angie taryn and josh...well ( Read more... )

its so frustrating living life with this mask... pretending to be happy...pretending nothing happened...pretending everything is fine..pretending i'm strong...i just wanna let it all go..let sumone kno how badly im hurtin..but i cant..i just cant...i dunno how..and even if i did..i wouldnt kno where to begin..cuz honestly..i dunno where it all ( Read more... )

hey everyone....its been awhile..i kno..i dunno ever since i got my new lj name..i havent posted very often...hmm..but ill try and start postin as much as i can...my lifes been pretty borin tho...well..i wouldnt call it borin..just not very interestin i guess...lol..i dunno..geez...i dunno what the hell to write...i was bored and did sum of those ( Read more... )

well..ima start off with what i did last night....i finally went to the evanescence concert!!!!...OMFG IT WAS SOOO KICK ASS...i had the greatest time ever!!..we were right up front and everythin...i hav sum really awesome pics...and i would put them up here now...but i dunno how to do it..lol..i was gonna ask sasha..cuz im sure she knos..but shes ( Read more... )

Painfully crying unnoticed tears ( Read more... )

i made the mistake of looking in the mirror . that girl looking back at me . i cant look her in the eye . she looks at me as if shes looking for an answer . but i have nothing to say . shes been crying , as if its new to her . her eyeliner and mascara smeared all around her eyes . her smile is long gone . and her hair is lifeless and dead . skin ( Read more... )