so now that all the shit has gone down, i can honestly say that i am so much happier now. i can honestly smile and mean it again. that is an amazing feeling. ive started rehab for my back, its getting much better, so i have put together a training plan for myself and have been working out everydayso that i may get back to my state of top physical ( Read more... )

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the MSI show was fucking amazing, they fucking rocked, i got my ass kicked, and got a pic with the lead after the show.

i really really need to go to the dentist. my mouth hurts so bad i cant help but sob. i dont know how to make the pain go away this time. it is litterally getting hard to breathe. ive tried everything that has worked before, but it just isnt working now. and its not helping that i know that i have to be up in 4 hours to be in school.

I am starving myself again, and i dont know why. but i cant bring myself to eat.
at least on the up side ive lost 17 LBs in 3 1/2 weeks.
oh and i got a new tatt. its amazing, but fucking hurts

looking through the lense of somebody else's memories.
it makes me cry
to have such an imediate emotional reaction
however it ends up to be
i cant feel
i cant relate anything anymore
these smiles i plaster
are exactly that
the smiles of somebody else's memories
because i cant relate to my own.

now you know how this feels

~Kyle ( Read more... )

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