panic attacks

[broken_angel_22]

so i have not updated in a long while. i just kinda forgot about writting, singing, doing things that i used to. i guess i just forgot. or maybe i did it on purpose, not really a way to tell right

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[londonsfalling]

hey brit. You are not crazy. I have panic attacks too. I havent had any in a long time because i'm on medicine. Emily remembers me having attacks. Look, i miss you and i always thought you were a really cool person. Don't think that you're crazy. I wish there was more I could do to help. take care of yourself.
love,
chris

[broken_angel_22]

im doing what i can do, as best i can do, but it just seems it doesnt work, shit on top of shit keeps happening, and most of it is not even that big, most of it are the small things that are making me freak out. i believe it is my living situation which is causing the majority of the freak out sessions. boys are stupid. at least the ones that i live with are. they are babies. i figured at least stupid boys in college would be grown up at least a little bit. but i guess i was wrong. oh well. if you want to hear more, you'll have to contact me. heh even the internet has eyes.
brittany

[londonsfalling]

then give me your number girl. I'll talk you up so you can hear a friendly voice.

[broken_angel_22]

you know, you email address on your info page doesnt WORK.
i think you should up-date it or, just email me and i will send you back my number, because i refuse to post it on LJ.

spitfyre_2003@yahoo.com

[ramadar]

oh hon Im worried about you. =(

Is there anything I can do to help?

[broken_angel_22]

yea maybe hire a hitman?

[ramadar]

3 things...

1. hire a hitman to whack who?
2. I dont have the money to do that
3. we would get in trouble if he we did ={

[broken_angel_22]

1. i can not say
2. sounds like a problem
3. we wouldnt get caught

ps... not to kill, just disfigurement