I don't know how to explain this guy... when we talk on the phone I can't force the smile off my face, even when were both venting about or lives, I feel giddy. Maybe its having another person to talk to, maybe its knowing that he truly does understand what I feel like. I dunno ( Read more... )

I think I'm gonna like him... this sucks, in a good way but at the same time, oh no...

life is odd, it seems to venture in a giant circle. I have just been though one of the truly worst experences in my lifetime and now I am finally healing. Just yesterday I had a myspace conversation with a boy I have known for a while, but we never really got to know each other and I am freaking out. there is no guarantee that this guy is going to ( Read more... )

I never know what to say to someone when their friend has committed suicide.. I mean what is there you can really say. There's nothing that can be done to change what happend and yet you still want to be there for them in their time of need ( Read more... )

its strange how rarely I visit Lj anymore stupid myspace right ( Read more... )

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my buddy showed me this, this quiz is so freakin crazy it got me right on O.o
check it out!

romance movies piss me off tonight.

My life is crazy O.o just got semi let down by yet another guy. but ya know what, this time it didn't hurt as badly. he was nice about everything and made me feel like I truely was going to find the guy for me even if it wasn't him ( Read more... )

life is back to being same ol same ol. no boy for jamie oh well
"this isn't the life I orderd"

yeah so guy i like came to the show with another girl. ( of course it was a skinny blonde model looking thing) gah! whyyy dose this ALWAYS happen to me...??