Havent been on here in forever kidos. HOW IS EVERYONE??? I miss you all. I hate this damn school. The only thing i've got here is Tony. And im not complaining b/c hes amazing... but i feel like i depend on him way too much. hes here for me whenEVER i need him... But i dont wanna hog him. Ya know? *sigh* i love you guys.

hey guys. Its been a while since i've posted.....lol but its b/c i got a new thingy guys!!! ITS THE BEST! my new journal is on Deviantart.com its SO much fun. Dude.....seriously. you guys NEED one. and when you get one......Mine is MelancholicEpiphany. So.... talk to you later. Comment on this and tell me whats up w/ all of you guys. LOVE YOU!!!!!

I'm determined to have a good day today. Tonight..... I'm going to lay in bed... thinging of the good day i had. NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS. I will not let myself have another bad day. Its gonna be a brighter day. So...

I'll go to church, work, then...... hang out w/ Ash ash. Man i love that girl. She's such an awesome friend. we're dieing her hair ( Read more... )

i talked to Tyler. He makes me want to pull out all of my hair and cry in a corner. And.... Then he makes me miss him again like crazy. I hate this. I hate him. No i dont. I hate my mind. I hate this confusing time in my life. I dotn need a guy. I dont need anything right now. But a clear mind....My friends....My family... and God. I'm done. I'm ( Read more... )

So im wondering.... WHAT HAPPENED.I dont understand WHY he would do that. GOD i hate boys. "hes so immature how could you like him..." WHAT DI D HE DO?! PISSED ON THE PLACE WE FIRST....!!!!!!! WHAT THE HELL! (sorry no need to be harsh) and hes pissed @ ME. Whatever. Im sick of dealing. I miss my old life. my old friends. my old.... ok im gonna stop ( Read more... )

put it in your journal. i'll do yours if you do mine ( Read more... )

hey all. My throat hurts like a mother. =/ it sucks. Im really sad that my mom wont let me redie my hair black. BLAH! poop on her. its like turning brown again. grrr. it looked so hard core black. Tyler is moving. Im gonna miss him. But i wish  him the best of luck. *sigh* i guess things worked out ok. He called last night when i was out w/ my ( Read more... )

hey everyone!! How is everyone doing??? i miss you all so very much. you guys have NO idea. Last night kicked ass. But.. it made me realize just how much i miss my old friends. seriously. I had a blast w/ kam kam. (always and forever my concert mamma! hehe :))Gosh. I miss her. and then....It made me kinda kinda disapointed b/c i was looking SO ( Read more... )

hello everyone... hmmm... life is odd. i know why i dont hear from dani anymore... lol pretty much b/c i wont call unless i have to b/c i dont want to run the risk of having her mom ansewr the phone. and i think its pretty much teh same for her... cept for she doesnt want her mom to see her on the phone w/ me....blah. i hate drama. I miss the good ( Read more... )

Boyfriend/girlfriend: tonyyyy ( Read more... )