ugh. this year couldnt possibly get any worse. Well Brittany is leaving me for a Christian school, well I dont think she is doing to because she wants to, her mom is making her because she found a letter to Martez from Brittany, but idk.

I hope that Brittany can talk her mom out of going to the Christian school.

but. Im going to bed.

nite.

well whorez, I lyke am really starting to miss Ethan.

But I really REALLY do not want a boyfriend right now because if I did I would probably be with Gage.

Yeah, but you know what I know the reason why I dont a boyfriend is because Ethan reminded me why I dont want one.  I dont want the responsiblity. & commitment. haha, sounds bad but its true.

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Well as you can see I havent updated this thing in a very long time. Its basicly because I'm a myspace whore now. =]

Anyway, In case your wondering me && Ethan arent together anymore, we broke up about a month && a half ago. Because he decided he wanted to cheat on me. Yeah, but he said he wasnt cheating, he just kissed another girl thats all.But ( Read more... )

                                                           Today was so awesome.&I really do love this boy.


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Wow. I havent updated this thing in FOREVER. haha. Its basicly because I've been on my space. mhmm.

Well nothings new. Aarens more faker, & I cant stand her even more now. I gotta boyfriend.[Ethan]. i love him so much. He is soo sweet.

But ya.

Anyway..Hurm. This is basicly why idont update this thing is because there is nothing to say.

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Omgosh. I swear people can be so retarded. Like they can talk all this "smack" & when it comes time to fight, They wanna act scared and back down. Some people are so low lifed its not even funny. Like they really down have a life at all. & It pisses me off sooo bad. Its lyke not even funny. my god.

Any way, now that thats over. I guess Im gonna ( Read more... )

Gosh. Its like you try your hardest forgive people and like them again. but they go stab you in the back again. Cant people just seriously get a life. & Im not pointing any elbows but you know who you are.

idk. wow. I didnt realize this untill Brittanys mom told me it. babysitting has tooken over my summer. & it sucks.

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Well I guess all I have you today is some pictures && some info on how its been..I've effing sick. It like sucks really bad. I went to the doctor today and I have fucking pink eye! How bad does that suck.!

I would go to Brittanys but, pink eye is contagious. I wouldnt want to give it to her.

Aw it sucks so bad.

Well me & alex have been talking. So ( Read more... )

Omgosh. This week has like  totally sucked. Its been raining, Brittany left me, I got stung by a bee & im sick. But we did open our pool. So thats a good thing..right? Well besides kids I never knew coming up asking to swim. ya so what ever.

Ya. I miss my grandpa so much. He was the coolest person I knew. I loved him to death. & it sucks so bad ( Read more... )