So, the worst part of the entire week has arrived.
the ELEVEN hour car trip to Tennessee.
So, i'm the front with Dad &Mom's asleep in the back.
&this is SUCH death.
i'm playing it off as everything's fine &dandy.
while i'm actually hating the entire trip.
i wanted to go to tallahassee.
but, nooooooo.
mother has to ruin my plans TWICE in two months.
screw  ( Read more... )

Mkay, updating. 
Life's been pretty fantastic.
Really bad news this morning.
If you want to know, ask.
(Abby &Adi already know)
But other than that, it's been pretty fun.
I'm going to do well at Solo &Ensemble tomorrow.
I know I will, I'm being positive :]
You know, everything's alot better when you're positive.

School's actually, okay.
Straight A's, ( Read more... )

 I'm going to cry.
and be an emo kid now.
if you want the details, text.

 God.
I do something nice for them so I can go out today.
and NOOOO, i have to wait for tonight.
which is going to be pointless, because the thing i wanted to do, it'll be too late for.
fucking dad and his problems.
why do i have to cancel my plans, because he screwed up.
whatfuckingever.

anyone want me as a sister?

 i hate when people yell at me for shit that i have NOTHING to do with.
just because they're pissed at the whole world for something THEY forgot.
people are so goddamn stupid and selfish.
i'm SO freaking jealous of Abby.
she gets out of this hell with these shitty people.
i want out of fucking Cooper City.
i know WPH might not be much better.
but anywhere ( Read more... )

I hate how he'll try and shield me from the truth.
He KNOWS he wants it to come true.
Why can't he just admit it to me.
Why does he have to shield me from getting hurt.

If this is love,
it comes at much too high a cost.

Pretty good break, I must admit.
Spent a lot of it with Sean :D
although i feel bad about neglecting others.
so the one of the two people i wanted to spend time with this break;
is sleeping over my house tonight.
the other person i wanted to see was adi D:

ohmahgawd, sweeney todddd.
so excited.
seeing it with the biffle tonight.
...and Kt.
...and Joe.
but ( Read more... )

Pretty rockin' Christmas, I must say :D

Gifts;
-GORGEOUS diamond/white gold bracelet from the boyfriend :D
-New iHome for my broken iPod (getting fixed tomorrow tho!)
-DOWN COMFORTER!
-bunch of money.
-100 dollars to go to GAL!
-Starbucks giftcard.
-PENGUIN (and others) boyshorts.
-cute stuffed animals from the boyfriend.
-Makeup/hair stuffs.
-Gift card to ( Read more... )

 Abby is my biffle for life.
and this is deticated to her.
because i miss her like all hell.
and we're having a movie day without you.
we're just that fucking sexy :D

life is great.
boyfriend & i had a long talk.
we're going back to the way we used to be.
like, before the 1year mark, we changed a lot.
and we miss the OLD us.
so we're going back.

grades are ( Read more... )

cast's offff (:
good mood.
my knee still hurt a lot tho.
starting therapy on thursday at 3:15.
talk to the world later.