my family moved into our house in leesburg... tis gianormous... but no internet access until it gets more developed... which sucks, much.... I am currently in Meagan's dorm using her computer, which so does not suck even the slightest bit... I want to be in college so bad, and i love my meagan, so, yeah, all is well... alright, it's about 2:30 and ( Read more... )

in a less than happy mood... so i played with http://www.madsci.org/cgi-bin/cgiwrap/~lynn/jardin/SCGRead more... )

I don't think people ever really truly understand how black I am.

Discreetly, you sing to me through a voice that is not your own. I still understand...

i need to say thank you to macki, for being so awesome. we need to hang out more my love.

i also need to say sorry to alex t, kinda exploded and avoided the pleasantries i usually let myself hide behind. so yeah, don't hate me. I get honest when i'm bitter and don't let myself be talked out of it, but it comes off as plain butality

not exactly getting along with parents... not exactly sure how though, it's kind of one sided, where they're mad at me, but i've done nothing wrong or different. it's just my mom really, but i don;t feel like suffering just because she's in a bad mood ( Read more... )

how could i draw the brilliant blue of your eye? what stroke of pen could do justice to your beauty? forgive me paper, it can't be done.

why is it so much easier to talk to strangers than the friends i trust? idk, but i just ended up pouring out my entire life to this one guy i've never met... it was good, things i didn;t even realize about myself just kinda left my mouth. I guess i just needed a good venting session.

it's official... i'm going to write "Gap, The Musical" at some point in my life

how much more can a broken heart break?