Logically, it all makes sense, we're never going to work out. So then why do I continue to put an effort to try and make it work? It feels so strange not putting all my effort into it like I used to, but maybe this is better... I won't set myself for a big fall.
I've been Married since Sunday. And it feels so good to miss someone. Not too close and not too far. We told eachother how we felt on Valentine's Day. I surprised him on his birthday (Sunday). We made it official. My first... and hopefully my only.