this week has started off like shit. probably won't get better. and its all my own doing so fuck ittttttttttttttttttt

yes so i am going away till friday for some stupid retreat thing i HAVE to go to for school. leave me something nice to come home to maybe?

yes so today i went out and bought some new shirts and a bathing suit...here are my shirts


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i had detention three days this week for skipping classes and today was my last day so i was happy about that and then i got two more for arguining with a kid at lunch. HE TOLD THE PRINCIPAL. who does that? urghhhhh thats why i hate this school.

umm i stayed home from school today cause i just felt like shit in everyway. i slept till like 1 and didn't get out of bed till 2, it was really refreshing. that helped with my cold, but i still felt kind of shitty so i got up and ate some cereal and layed around more. i sat and watched tv and felt sorry for myself, but then i realized i shouldn't ( Read more... )

ok sooo tonight was a "field party" at catonsville middle school. it was alright i guess i mean it was a place for a good amount of people to hang out. some people were drinking others weren't i didn't have anything on me but someone handed me a beer when i got there so i did a beer bong. anyway after a while it got boring so naturally everyone ( Read more... )

yeah the past couple days have been really shitty. i thought i knew what i wanted for once and uhh turns out thats not happeneing. then last night i got in a fight with my dad and the dick kicked me out of the car on a fucking highway and i had to walk down two exits then all the way home....it was so fucking beat. today was slightly better, i beat ( Read more... )

last night was fun kind of. this morning definately sucked a lot, but i'll live. the end.

well... i think its finally becoming clear, by its i mean everything and the best part about it is its becoming clear and i am happy with what is happening. tonight britney came over and it was nice. i pissed her off at jasons house this weekend and dana bitched at me about it, but tonight everything was nice...kinda like things used to be only ( Read more... )

yeah, last night i smoked then convinced greg to eat jasons goldfish. i got a new background thing for this, sometimes when i'm out and about i find myself thinking about her. its all good. whatever. i think i might attempt at not smoking for 3 weeks so i pass a piss test and can spend the night out. if i don't make it it doesn't really matter ( Read more... )