naomi.
you will always have a place in my heart.
i will always remember the times we shared.
i hope your spirit takes you to paradise.
love forever.
3.28.05

birthday parties are awesome.
why the fuck is it cold in spring time.
this is bullshit.
my car is getting anxious.
melissa needs to come back from cali.
i miss her.
and ive been smoking jacks.
come home so you can yell at me.

i feel like im running in circles.
i take a step forward.
but then something pulls me back.
something exciting and unexpected needs to happen.
before i kill myself from routine.
spring in 2 days.
about time.

come on spring.
hurry your ass up.

i thought i had everything figured out.
but really i have no idea.
i was never good at making the right decision.

liz.
we need to see eachother.
call me.
asap.
love you.

i wish it would have been a hug too,
instead of a handshake.
kind of shocking.
heh.

a pretty girl can make you dizzy.
like youve been drinking jack and coke all morning.

liz. old town. call me. i need to smile.

new computer soon i hope.
brianas here from cali.
i need a new job.

i am still alive.
i just need a new computer.

i went to fairmont state this weekend.
in west virginia.
it was awesome.
went off-roading.
i did acid.
it was incredible.
now im home.
and im miserable.
5 minutes in the door and my dad hits me.
my mom yells.
my sister bitches.
its so frustrating.
i dont try to be so angry.
i want to be a happy person.
i just want someone to care.