pattys day was spent soooo drunk.
D asked me out.
:)
the only thing to make this perfect is the fucking cold ass weather!

ok i am going to start writing in here again. a little more often.
i am waiting.
he always takes
FOREVER.

damn.
looking through my livejournal is depressing.
its not that,
its just theres never anyhting exciting
worth talking about anymore.
i need to change that.
my life and my habits
and my outlook.

maybe ill finally have something interesting to say.

i wish i loved myself.

You Are Changing Leaves
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theres nothing different about being nineteen.

i feel like im stuck.
i want to go forward.
but i cant leave things behind.

circles and circles
until i break free.

         stare into the world

with open eyes.

there are no words.

eeps.
what a day.