....some people really are stupid. and being stupid should be painful. truely mentaly handicapped people i have grace for, but the rest of you have no real excuse. and i'm not talking about "oops, i goofed up" type of stupid. i'm talking about the need to grow, get a real life, leave people alone, quiet causin' drama, and stop living in your pathic ( Read more... )

i truely doubt anybody actually reads this anymore, but i'll update anyway.

it's a little less than 4 and a half months.and i am freaking out just, because of all the planning and craziness.

i've got like a lot of the major stuff done like the locations and every thingi just gotta finish out the deocrations and food stuff...and all th other behind ( Read more... )

I'M GETTING MARRIED! I'M SO EXCITED! yeah, i know it's kind late notice, but DJ asked me to marry him on the wensday before thanksgiving. i spear dived him in the middle of a 5 star restrant. LOL! we are planning the wedding for janurary 11, 2008.

YAYE! I'M GETTING MARRIED!

i'm in a good mood, but i mis him like crazy, we spent 4 days together. it so nice being with him, he makes me smile, even when i don't want to...yea, i'm talk about you with the face and the black hair and green/blue eyes. :-P ( Read more... )

you know some people just need to learn to let things go...for real GROW UP! this whole is nobodies fault but your own, you did it to yourself! i didn't do it, dj didn't do it, your mom didn't do it, and neither did joe blow! YOU DID IT! GET IT THROUGH YOUR THICK SKULL! I repeat, YOU DID IT TO YOURSELF ( Read more... )

i talk to DJ for like 2 hours today, that made me soo happy...i hate not being able to speak with im when ever i would like or need to, i just remain anxious when i'm anxious.

i'm just frustrated, i can' wait untill monday...just a few sweet hours, will feel like i've acended to heaven for a brief moment.

wow i haven't updated for a while, well....neither has anyone else for that matter and i very much doubt anyone reads this anymore ( Read more... )

i want to hear His voice, God's voice, the sound i wish to hear above all else! it's killing me not to hear it! i'm so empty and numb with out Him, i only truly feel when He's filling my life ( Read more... )