Now I see my life...asleep alone at night ( Read more... )

blah blah blah...hmmm...well...what to say...no clue...uhhh...i met ashley today...a friend from myspace...shes really cool...i chilled with her and one of her friends at a coffee shop thinger...i got lost twice tryin to get there...i havent been doin much but workin...i have a buncha shit now...im HAZMAT, Fire Marshall, and im assistant in the ( Read more... )

well..hmmmm...im havin a little test to see something...im not callin anyone anymore...cuz thats all i do is call every1 and get blown off...so...if u really care for me...call me sometime...ill be waiting...yall no the number...

matt

this weekend was nice...friday was kinda blah...didnt do much...went and hung out at crouchs house with his wife him and daughter....saturday was cool...went to the mall and just walked around...went back to crouchs house for a bit..then came back and got really trashed...we threw a barracks party...DRUNK AS FUCK!!!!!!!! today i was supposed to go ( Read more... )

blah...well...its not like anyone reads this shit anyway...but its somethin to do and a way to spill my mind...so yah...today was ok i guess...woke up and did PT, then went to work...i was so tired today...i was elected to be on my Squadrons HAZMAT team so yay...im in charge of all the paperwork on the materials and inspections, and other fun shit ( Read more... )

hey yall whats up...sittin in the b's bored off my ass...i was supposed to be at work at 1; its 2:38...i decided to give myself a long lunch break...oh well...today i get my car out of the shop...so then i wont be so bored...me and my friend joey are gonna hit the streets and find someone..i mean something to do...lol...if only i had some money... ( Read more... )

to feel alone is the worst feeling in the world...like no1 nos u exist...uve been forgotten, left to dry out in the road...people walk by you not even glancing over...u could be bleeding and crying and no1 would care...just enuff to cut your chest open and rip your heart out yourself...to be last with no1 to show u where to go...without a map... ( Read more... )

YEY...its the weekend....im so bored...im about to leave to go pick up my car...blah...hopefully it works...last night was fun...i was drunk...YEY...some Hennessy & Coke...lana was drinkin the same thing...weird huh!! anyshway...i started talkin to this chik name niki on myspace...she lives in Spannaway...she is so cool...but she is in Virginia ( Read more... )

i have realized alotta things the past couple of days. and i no everyone is gonna think im over exaggerating...but no1 back home talks to me nemore. it feels like im forgotten but i really dont care anymore...becuz i tried my hardest to keep my life back there alive, but it hasnt seemed to work. i call and call and no1 answers...and when they do ( Read more... )

another boring day in washington...blah...i should have never believed the fuckin army commercials...cuz the shit u see in them u never do...ima fuckin helicopter mechanic...i have been in the army for 9 months...and i have yet to TOUCH a fuckin helicopter..for the past few days ive been fuckin cleaning the hanger moving the same heavy shit to ( Read more... )