ive lost it. my life is gone. i have no life. what i had was in fayetteville. but fayetteville is out of my mind. its just a memory. too long i have stressed about things goin on at home. worrying about my life there. not realizing that my life is here in washington. i cant have anything in fayetteville. i cant live 2 lives. its too hard ( Read more... )

So cry yourself to sleep. Wipe that tear from your eyes. Thinking of past mistakes uve made, hoping not to make the same in the future. You cant stop thinking about that person. Always on your mind, and never leaving. That thought that makes you smile, a second later brings tears to your eyes. Your best memory in life, is now your worst ( Read more... )

well...once again im posting about my dull life...its the same shit different day...doin boring tasks all day...and i have no life after work...i just sit in my room...but yah...im meeting more people here...im tryin hard to get a life...i dont no about fayetteville anymore...i cant wait to come home for christmas...but its like the whole ( Read more... )

So close your eyes and rest your head. The end of another day has come. Dream away the pain of today and make room for the hopes of tomorrow. A tear will fall in your sleep for the wishes that never came true. Dream of the memories that make you smile to wipe dry your tears. Wish again tomrrow, and hope your star doesnt fall from the sky and ( Read more... )

well...last night was awesome...i finally got ahold of Iris...i havent talked to her in like a year...she was my best friend my sophmore year but she moved to New Jersey....we talked for like 2 hours...she lives in florida now...shes goin to college...she is awesome...then my friend Stroud called me...we went to AIT 2gether...he called me sayin he ( Read more... )

This is a challenge. This thing called life. So many changes have occured. Are they good or bad? I really dont no. I hate bein away from home. Theres nothing I can do about it. I have nothing here. My love, my life, my family is in Fayetteville, but I will rarely come back. I want to keep a life together in Fayetteville, but its hard to do ( Read more... )

well...just another day in great washington state...lol...ive been workin my ass off on these details...just been moving a buncha shit around loading and unloading semis full of weapons and helicopter equipment and radios...my body is so tired and sore...but i choose to do it...i cant wait for the 4 day...i get to rest...i got in trouble with my ( Read more... )

well...alotta shit has happened lately...i stopped talkin to rachel...and shes not comin up here...i cant afford it...i need to get my car fixed and start saving up to pay off money that i owe....well i did realize something last night...and most of you are prolly gonna call me stupid but u all pretty much expected this...i still love elena...i ( Read more... )

So...join the army...become a soldier...YAH RIGHT...oh well...its all good here i guess...ive been workin my ass off the past few weeks...doin a buncha details...i finally got noticed by an E-7..so im good now...im getting recommended for somethin...i dont no yet...i just got a car on friday...spent all weekend working on it...and now its fucked... ( Read more... )

Well...yah...things r good i guess...i went to the hospital for my leg...i have Bilateral Tibial Stress Fractures...which are little cracks up my leg...i cant run or jump or put stress on it for a month...then i go back for another check up...so...no comin home for me...at work we really havent been doing anything...every once in a while well go to ( Read more... )