fuck.

i forgot to add in, bright eyes in ATL, day of prom.
aka cry.

I feel like maybe you're a complete fucking cunt or maybe you're just trying to fool yourself and it's in no attempt to hurt me, you're just trying to lessen your own pain. Either way, shut your fucking mouth.

I just went through pictures and I'm super angry!

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I dig going to basketball games for hours on end just to see Tyaface dance for like 5 minutes, and then going out to eat which took a lot of time too. But what I dig even more, is sleeping on my couch with my kitten && my perfect boyfriend. We have a little family going for us now, ha. I'm reading this Palahniuk book called Haunted, and it makes me ( Read more... )

I woke up to a phone call from Cody, which was just to tell me he wasn't going today, but made me happier. School blew, like horribly. I fell asleep in all my classes, except yearbook, which is completely ridiculous because that's the only class it's okay to sleep in! I had the worst headache in Chem, I wanted to cry because it hurt so bad. It ( Read more... )

Today I felt better. Went to Cody's and hung around for awhile, fun stuff. I like knowing doing nothing doesn't bother him and I won't hear complaints when I want something. We can just lay there making faces back && forth, and be completely content. I have this weird feeling in my legs and I keep thinking I'm typing too loud. Tomorrow the kittens ( Read more... )

I don't think I've heard as many hurtful things as I did today in a long ass time. I've thrown up twice and washed my face thoroughly 4 times in the past half hour. I just feel disgusting, like I can't look at myself anymore and see anything I even remotely like. I talked to dad though and soon it's back to Barnabas and medication, because he ( Read more... )

I'm frustrated. I'm very happy, but I'm frustrated. Escuela was gay as shit, my schedule is ruined and I'm taking a class to learn how to make menus, that's all I have to say. Cody & I got back together after like a couple of hours, the whole thing was so stupid, I just felt like I couldn't think things through. We worked it out though and I just ( Read more... )

i dont know what to do and i cant stop feeling so hurt.