It's funny how many people can be around you and how many people can love you and yet you can still feel completely out of place and left out when you're with them.

It's funny how someone you love dearly can completely forget about you... or completely ignore you and not even notice you feel crappy.

It's funny how life is so short and you can never ( Read more... )

Today was the last day I walked the halls of Cary High School ( Read more... )

I have freaking daylight savings time jetlag. As rick would put it, I AM SUCH A LOSER. my body says "hey! it's not dark yet! you can't be tired!" so when it used to get dark around 5ish, i'd get tired 6 hours later at 11ish. But now it doesn't get dark til 730ish... meaning i don't get tired until like 2ISH ( Read more... )

Yesterday I got my Chapel Hill letter. Denied. Wow. As Jenna put it, I didn't realize how much I wanted it until i was DENIED. I bawled for awhile, felt pretty worthless and crappy, then realized that I don't really need it ( Read more... )

It's funny how many people can be around you and how many people can love you and yet you can still feel completely out of place and left out when you're with them ( Read more... )

okay. So i officially have no life from now until spring break. I'm working EVERY DAMN DAY from now until then. at least 5 hours a day too. This sucks serious ass.

okay. so my life for the next WEEK pretty much plays out like this ( Read more... )

hm. life's been interesting lately. Tomorrow night should be interesting too ( Read more... )

so today wasn't so bad. and the weekend wasn't so bad. hopefully the rest of this week will be pretty chill ( Read more... )

Bah. So this week has sucked. I have failed physically, mentally, as a competitor, scholar, friend, daughter, and big sister ( Read more... )