Wow look at me online at 7:30 .... today was an ok day... didn't get much accomplished.. went back to school that really sucked..

nothing for now

i know i neglected again but i never have time :( my brother takes over the computer and i can only use it from 11-11:30 while he does whatever it is he does...

i dont know if anyone actually reads my journal but i guess it helps me to write things :(

*ashley*

It seems that i can only update my journal at 11 pm because of my stupid computer sharing system with my brother.. THIS SUCKS.. i'm in college i should be able to go online when i want..

we kissed.. he told me he can't be with me because his ex girlfriend is getting upset.. WHO CARES THATS WHY SHES AN EX!

that is all...

I met a boy.. he's nice

does he like me? probably not.. its always a game to boys

So i know i don't update as much as i should but it just hurts me sometimes to update...like i'm throwing my problems to everyone else ... i know i neglected this for awhile but i think im back.. for good

*Ashley*

Well things are getting a little better. I'm not over losing him yet but I am seeing that there are other guys out there who could love me. Besides that, school is great! I'm doing really well. Getting good grades on my tests. Good stuff! :) Well thats all for now. Maybe i'll post some new quotes later !

**Ashely**

I've loved for the last time

People shall remain nameless.. I loved this boy at some time or another
Who was I kidding? He always loved someone else..I know they are perfect together but i can't help but feel broken, hurt, upset...
I know i have to let go I know I can. it's just i'm not ready

why do some girls have all the luck??

I keep up this journal for myself.. feel free to comment on anything you'd like.. its appreciated :)
I usually update with some of the quotes i either write or really like. sometimes about my personal life.. sometimes about things i like and dislike.. depends on my mood.

It always rains the hardest on those that deserve the sun...

the past can hurt. but the way i see it, you can either run from it, or learn from it. -the lion king

And does it make you sad to find yourself alone? And does it make you mad, to find that I have grown? I'll bet it hurts so bad to see the strength that I have shown." --maroon5♥