is so confused right now ( Read more... )

you have no one and nothing left..
someone does everything they can to come and be there for you..
i have the best freind ever.
i really dont know what i would have done tonite if they hadnt been there.

<33

now i need a lighter..
and after getting stuff done for tomm..imma sleep.

out of the hospital..
now i feel like shit..better than before but that iv and crap fucked me up..
im sitting here alone with no pills or cloves and im having a fucked up panic attack and theres no one here..

i dont know..
cant think.

been busy lately..still kinna sick and def not fully recovered yet but been working and gogo dancing alot..should have pics of that soon..
leaving to go back to houston tomm..well..if i get mi passport in time >.watch..mi luck..i miss my flight. gaahhhh ( Read more... )

i want to go do something..when i can..move again. moving would be lovely...till then..music sound tracks from my mind ( Read more... )

i amaze myself...

at how well i can hide things.

i think i think about you too much ( Read more... )

to not be this sick ( Read more... )

she's dead ( Read more... )

stevens home ( Read more... )