the hospital. in a coma. all her ribs broken plus her femur..going in for brain surgery. they said she has definate brain damage. just two days ago i was wishing a car would just hit me so i could end this without hurting anyone. now shes lying there so small broken..i cant take this. please be ok. pleadse be ok. please be ok...

arielle's in the hospital..in seriously bad condition. they dont know whats gonna happen.
im a mess..
my manager told me hes seriously worried about me.
this was even before i knew how bad she was..
i dont know whos out there..if anyone is. but dear god, goddess, whatever i dont care..please let her be ok. please.

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the people i love who arent dead yet apparently wanna fix that..
one of my best freinds in the hospital..tried to do it.
just like everyone else..
the few freinds i have left that i truly consider my best freinds are either not talking to me (which is probably safer for them) or trying to end up with everyone else..dead.
i cant take this much

goddamnit..i was doing so well
and out of nowhere just crashed..
i hate being manic..fucking hell..

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