I lied to you, A lot... But I never lied to you about my feelings ( Read more... )

This has been the worst month of my life ._.

Never again will I EVER stay out until 9 am ( Read more... )

I love it. really I do.

my business coming out of your mouth...
jeopardizing what we've tried to salvage.

honestly. for one who doesn't like to talk about your own issues
I find it funny that mine are open to discussion.

so its the 4th whoopdie fuckin doo.

So i'm supposed to get into work and my dad wakes me up to help him
but I was supposed to go in at 12... but it was like 10 so I got up as my alarm clock went off 
and he's like I need you to move the pool table blah blah blah

and I was like dad I need to get ready for work so I went off and started on my hair
brushed ( Read more... )

Well... Today I woke up getting ready for work and I find that I have a lump going on downstairs.

thats cool because its on the opposite side and spot that I had cancer.
My body is  7 kinds of fun.

im already freaking out because it sucked being that young not knowing whats going on and its even worse now
knowing the possibilities

I'm really starting to ( Read more... )

This day could not have gotten any more worse. 

I haven't put a thought on you for 2 months.
You were so far from my mind because of what you did

You throw me away when someone comes along and shows interest, as if I haven't been there for you doing the same.
Oh right, but with me, It isn't the same - nor will it ever be.

And now, I wake to sit up and look back at what I was just in, a dream... a ( Read more... )

No matter what time I fall asleep
Nor the circumstances of the way I'm feeling...

I always manage to wake up at 8 am on the dot

what the fuck.

ugh

hello constant, sleepless nights.
Thank you internal clock for being a total jack-ass.

So I haven't updated in a bit ( Read more... )