Ugh I'm sorry for not being around lately. This week has been kinda crazy, but that's no excuse.

I'm leaving for the beach today. I won't be back until Monday so I won't be around for a couple more days. :(

I feel like a jerk.

I just realized that I lost a friend on here. :( I guess because I wasn't being such a good friend back and commenting like I should have been. I'm sorry. I know I've been doing the same to everyone else ( Read more... )

He told me he's going to the strip club tonight. The last thing I want to think about is some naked chick crawling all over him. I was trying to be nice though and I just said that was cool. I told him while he was doing that, I'd be at a tattoo shop. His exact words to that were "I'd rather be letting a stripper rub on my penis" ... I said ( Read more... )

He's been sending me messages telling me he loves me and wants to be with me and calling me beautiful, just being sweet. And he says that he's trying to break up with her. He's trying to find the right thing to say so he won't feel guilty about it. I told him I wanted him to be with him and he said he was WORKING ON THAT ( Read more... )

Well I am officially all moved in. My parents and I packed all my stuff and came up here for the fourth to celebrate with my aunts and my uncle. Feels pretty good I guess. It's definitely going to take some getting used to. Next thing on my to do list is to find a job... asap ( Read more... )

It feels good to be out of the house, away from home, and into the city. I'm still feeling a little down. I don't know why. I mean, I didn't expect that coming up here for the week would magically make everything ok. Well I guess in a way I kinda did. It is a little better, don't get me wrong, I just want to be out there doing more. But it's hard ( Read more... )

All I do now is sleep. It's awful. I don't get in the bed til about 3 in the morning and then I sleep the whole day away. It's because there's nothing better to do around here. I need sleep to keep myself from going crazy, which isn't helping because I feel like I'm already on my way there! Ugh. I'm so irritable. I seriously need to get out of this ( Read more... )

Well I'm back from the beach. I had an ok time. It wasn't the best beach trip I've ever been on, but it wasn't the worst either ( Read more... )

So I know I said I would get to comments but it was a busy day ( Read more... )

I'm graduating tomorrow. I just want to get it over with honestly. I mean I'm excited, so excited but I'm not looking forward to the actual ceremony. I'm so worried that something will come up and they'll try to keep me from walking. I turned all my books in and I got a letter in the mail today saying I owe sixty dollars for one of 'em because it's ( Read more... )