Why is it that every time something good in my life happens, something absolutely shitty must follow... I can not fathom why this happens to me, i can never be happy it seems like. I'm finally happy, and some how I do something to ruin it all. Apparently he didn't know me as well as i thought, considering he doesn't know when i'm kidding around and ( Read more... )

Okay, so i vented the other day.. it was well needed!! So whatever, think what you want. So just an update i guess... "apparently" what i heard was not true, everything not from the horses mouth is heresy anyways!  But the point being i heard it, and almost all rumors are started by a grain of truth! So regardless, i was furious, granted i guess i ( Read more... )

Alright, so in case everyone DOES NOT know, Hector and i broke up in July, at chris and ashley's wedding. Since then, i've been trying to move out but have not had the money to do so. So about two weeks ago, Adam and i start dating, the saturday after we are together, i tell hector because i didn't know how to tell him, he proceeds to punch two ( Read more... )

 Alright so this weekend totally RULED! I don't know about anyone else but this weekend was just amazing. Saturday went to a party and then left and went up to New College and chilled with a bunch of great people there. Tequila, beer, cigarette burns, and the numa numa song blaring! Great times guys great times! Go home, crash at 330AM have to get ( Read more... )

I can't believe summer is over  for everybody. Some of you are going back for another year of high school or college or going to college for the first time. And that can be quite scary, not that i can speak from experience but rather from stories. Take it one day at a time. You made it this far, you can definitely make it through your first ( Read more... )

End of the year.... wow..... it's amazing this is the last year we have to wake up at 6 AM and drag our asses to classes and deal with stupid immature people.... it feels weird saying that, we're going to be out of high school, and officially supposed to take care of ourselves. Strange to thing of some of these people taking care of themselves and ( Read more... )

It's frickin one thirty in the morning and i should definitely be sleeping but for some reason i just can't. I have a really long day tomorrow and i really need rest. but for some reason i try to close my eyes and i can't fall asleep, or i lost the sense of tiredness. Hector is away for the weekend, and it's nice being able to have some time by ( Read more... )

SO yeah. I'm in class again, i'm about to finish another class tomorrow, and i'm having trouble with my personal life. I'm sure everyone of you saw this coming but i didn't, and that's the biggest problem. And now i have to dig myself out of it. :-/ If any one of you cares, comment. <3

Yeah, so not really having second thoughts about the Navy anymore considering that Chief sent in the paperwork for the job change. Victoria went up to MEPS last night so, and i haven't heard from her yet today so i hope things went good. So yeah i'm in class right now, so..... yeah i'm gonna go. <3 Peace!

Well, it has been an incredibly long time since i updated this.  But regardless, here's an update on what's going on. I signed papers to join the Navy and NOW i'm having second thoughts maybe its because i don't like the job i ended up getting, or maybe it's because i know i'm better than that, to go into boot camp and be a grunt and work my way up ( Read more... )