ha ha ah its been a long time ha ha ha ha ha

ok oss ya grounded for every thing cuz of my grades the slut ran away again i got to sta y the night at my dads thi weekend i got to go see my aunt and all of my cousens and such but i didnt get to see hadley ( Read more... )

hey hey hey well fun day i quit all the drama and ya i hate high school some one pulled the fire alarm and i have lots of chem to do i have to do laundry and i am going to bed so so so tired and i just want to sleep i like a guy who acts like he likes me sometimes and some times he doesn't and to day i dont know i'm such a girl my ex is being dumb ( Read more... )

wow its so late and im freaked and ya well im listining to jessymccartny and making keesh so i better go

hey hey hey not a fun week bryan went to boot camp to day i he just told e yesterday oh a i love him so much i wishe...... oh... i wish.... ok ya well i had four tests this week and halloween is coming i hope brad and vryan can come trick or treting with me and deanna i really want school to be over i have so much make up work to do and i hate ( Read more... )

man to day was good i spent the night a deannas house so muchfum we are goinna stay here tonight its a deanna and rachel weekend brad is hunting witch i think is so weard how can brad hunt and i really really miss hadley i haven talked to her in such a long time she is my best friend i feal like we are drifting apart i dont even think that she ( Read more... )

ho my god i for got ot pick up my sister and oh my god i for got i hate my life but i love my friend nd i miss hadley i feal like we drifted apart we need to hang soon ok well thats all

to day was a hole lot better oh man i love my friends. ooooo but hey why is it so hard to tell your friends you like them i mean it messes everything up becaus they wont wanna act normal areound or it will make them unconfertbul why cant we just say im sorry your my friend and i daont feel that way about you i mean because its so hard your forced ( Read more... )

so hey nothing too good today i had to break uo with my boyfriend of almost a month because he wwas cheting on me and ya i ccryed alot and when i did it he didnt even take his headphons off all the way and he didnt look up from his computer game all he said was ok i ran out of the room and started crying on the wat home i found out well someone ( Read more... )

Wow itsbenn a long time and so much hase hppend well paul called and he said that he want to make up for dumping me and wants to hang out as friends and well i gess thats cool but ya i so just wanted to see if i still hadmy journal and ill ceep updating from naw on
<3 Rachel