DIE YOUNG ( Read more... )

I'm sick of it, and you know who are you. Your childish antics aren't going to bring me down. I wanted you to stay in my life, and you wouldn't. Not as if you ever DID care any ways. You've really pissed me off with this whole "You listened to me, now I'm going to stop talking to you and block you because I'm afraid of getting hurt even though ( Read more... )

So, things are looking up, for once. I'v been going out a few times with a girl I might really like. And she also kissed me :O That was a shocker, but also awsome. Was my first, and it was welll worth waiting 17 years to find someone who I wanted to kiss, and that actually KISSED the sean. I don't know, but not everything is up. I'v lost a ( Read more... )

So here I am, posting yet another frutiless entry due to popular demand. I'm really in a bad mood about a lot of people/things right now, and don't know what to do. I know what I need to do, pack up my shit and leave; from the words of GlassJaw. If I had my license and my car and a CD-Player in my car, I'd be out of here so quick. Can't stand ( Read more... )

Sorry I haven't been updating. I just don't feel like it. Things are shitty and aren't getting any better, like usual. I just wanna go curl in a ball inside of some small, hidden hole where even if I never leave it again, I won't be found. Ya.. so, I might be getting crackin' on that soon. Lata gata's.

~Sean

Ya.. so things are deffinately odd. I'm deffinately saving to go see Megan.. I have to. Just a lot of messed up stuff happening but for the most part I'm staying ok through it all. Megan told me some news I didn't want to hear.. but I understand it. Just sad to hear it. I hope things change. Been sitting on my ass all day waiting for someone ( Read more... )

I hate school. This was by far the worst day ever for school. Half a day, with all shitty classes, PLUS, I missed Jerry's bus and I was walking in the ran and got soaked. If not for Nate's mom I woulda been sooo late and that would sucked cause I had to talk to Skenyon. Whatever... I got to talk to Jenn today YAY.

Sean

Sean loves Megan

Chuck. It's on like Donkey Kong, actually I gotta talk to you about.. Im just really happy and all tingly inside.. ya

GOOOOOOOD NIGGGGGHT

<3

So.. ya.. I felt really bad when I said something to Megan that I didn't mean to sound bad but it did.. any way.. I feel really bad about that.. :(. I'm pretty happy though. I got the Senses Fail CD for a CD I barely listen to any more so *dances*. Things for the most part seem to be getting better for me.. a few new friends, that I wouldn't of ( Read more... )

I'v posted some terrible things in here about someone I love more then anyone else in the whole damn world. And I didn't even bother to justify her situation. I'm a peice of shit and I'm sorry... I cried thinking about how much of a jerk I was.. but that's over.. I had fun with Jerry and Chuck.. there both gone now.. and I still hate shoveling ( Read more... )