Ya it's so late and Jerry AND Chuck stole my bizzed and I have a blanket and a shitty pillow and Jerry stole my damn sleeping bag and only other sleeping option is spooning with Chuck which I so god-damn am not doing. I'm tired as a sack of shit. I am a sack of shit. So it works out. Today has been fun, phisically, shitty, emotionally. I don't ( Read more... )

Ya so I'm super confuesed and I super don't care. Things are never what they seem as my man C-Duck may know. And I'm sorry to about things Chuck.. just don't go doing anything you'll regret untill you think about everything first.. I don't know I just so feel like crying right now over something so stupid.. I'm kinda hoping I'm in the same boat ( Read more... )

Ya so this isn't even funny. I hate everything. Nothings worth shit any more. I guess it's best that way. She blames me for every mother-fucking thing. Even when it's not my fault I get wrath from it. It's not worth it. I deserve better, on second hand. No, I don't. I deserve nothing and that's what I get. Nothing. Born alone and I shall ( Read more... )

I haven't talked to Megan since our fight and she's been on and neither of us have messaged each other. This is paining me emencly... I really want to message her but I know I shouldn't.. So I'm goig to just go to bed. I can't stay up any longer or I'm going to crack. I can't stand much more of this. I'm going to have to give in sooner or later ( Read more... )

So.. I just got home from school. Been doing pretty bad lately. Someone that's very dear to me has been twisting my heart for a while. She just doesn't understand it. I think she likes to make me sad.. But that's another story for another day. Today was ok, I guess.. went by pretty fast.. tommorow and Wendsday are gunna suck, though.. I got ( Read more... )

So eh.. yah. My first post. So this is kind a test I'll get to my feelings and stuff tommorow after the "people" come to my house. So yes. My name is Sean. I'm um.. 17, live in MA, and like all sorts of music. Ben introduced me to most of what I listen to, and I thank him for that. *pats back for being a good mentor* So ya.. I wonder if ( Read more... )