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so im gunna smile like everythings ok and laugh like im not hurt. im gunna pretend it didnt phase me and say that i dont care. im gunna tell everyone im already over you and im gunna walk past you looking the other way. i will pretend i dont notice your there and im gunna make everyone think you wernt worth it. but baby in accuallity i am not ok ( Read more... )

so last night was one of the worst nights of my life...so i thought, turned out my friends just love to mess with me...just so u guys no...im not mad at ne of u! i love all three of u way too much to get that mad. i was having a bad night so i got all emotional and got mad and came home and posted what was going through my head. i just want u guys ( Read more... )

and if i told u i hated u would u believe me?

i dont think ive ever been more mad in my life!

what about last night???

was that true was she said? if it was...fuck u for life and i mean it!

i hate you!

dont even bother to call me ne more, unless ure explaining this!

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ok so i dont hate my mom any more and i kno it hasnt even been 24 hours since i said that. but i talked to heather and she said dont worry about it and im gunna laugh about it later...im already laughin. besides i was only mad cuz she took my phone away but ill get it back and she'll get over the matt thing. i love yo heather ( Read more... )

its definatly official...i hate my mom!

i am having the worst day! accually it started off really good. i made cookies, did my hair, put on make up and now my life sucks!

( i would love to just run away and never come back! im sure they wouldnt miss me to much! )

gosh i havent updated in like forever. i miss u all. this week was pretty fun, besides all the anonymous commenters , as if i wasnt gunna figure out who it was, im not retarded, i ust ahte the person more now, but w./e. monday i went to the movies with mattie and vinnie and saw the boggyman, it was stupid, then i went over his house and we just ( Read more... )

SNOWDAY!

VALENTINES DAY!

gosh it doesnt get ne better. but i miss mattie...tear. call me, whoever you are cuz im bored.

If you read this, even if i dont speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be ne thing you want, it can be good or bad, just as long as it happened. Then post this to ur journal. See what people remeber about you.

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