The other day, a girl that i know, Amy Biddle, lost her life in a car accident. She was a talented basketball player and had a bright future. She helped coach a team that i was on when i played basketball. She was very helpful and understanding. Its a tragic loss for the community. I feel so bad for her family, one of her brothers was in my grade, ( Read more... )

ive been really sick the past few days battling with my chronic disease and on top of it i caught the flu. my immune system is so down that i am a special target for viruses and infections. my doctor took me off the immuran. Im still on steroids. And i still have to take lots of other medications. my throat has been sore so its kind of hard ( Read more... )

I seem to be getting sicker and sicker. My views on this sickness are starting to change. Im starting to think pestimistic about my whole life. Im starting to think less of myself. My confidence is gone. Im starting to lose hair due to this sickness. Im losing weight again. Im losing everything. The doctor wants me to quit my job. I dont want to ( Read more... )

feb 19 ( Read more... )

I was so excited that i have wednesday, thursday, and friday off. Well today i have a dr. appointment so i asked in advance for this day off because i was on the schedule tonight. Work calls me and its cindy. Shes the one who wrote the damn note to tell our boss that i couldnt work tonight. Apparently she forgot or something. She called and was ( Read more... )

My internet hasnt been running lately so i wasnt able to get to this page to type my journal entry. So i had to email it to myself. Im such a loser ( Read more... )

Im so tired of being sick and so sick of being tired. I am up to 13 pills a day. Thats way too many. Why cant i just be normal again. Was i ever normal? Is this what my life is gonna be like for the rest of my life? The pills that i take consist of ( Read more... )

I didnt sleep but only 2 1/2 hours last night(or this morning). I slept from 6:30am to 9am. Then i got dressed and ate breakfast. I put some chicken nuggets in the deep fryer. I had no money to stop by mcdonalds. Im sick of breakfast food anyways. So anyways i went up to school and i had to take my placement testing. I passed all the tests, so i ( Read more... )

Well today i woke up in a lot of pain. Its horrible when your fingers hurt so bad you cant even move them. Im taking pain medicine so i am able to type. I called out of work because everything i do at work involves using my hands. My hands feel better now and i hate calling out of work, so i might call chris and see if he needs my help with ( Read more... )

Who invented this holiday? For some people its a nice romantic day but for me i was at work all night folding, stickering, and pricing shirts. What fun i had. I got through a whole box before i realized that one little number was off. I was suppose to be using the number 230001 and i labeled them 231001 because we have different numbers for small, ( Read more... )