again ive waited but now it seems as if its just another day with the same shit i deal with every day...thhhpppttt!!!im going to seee my movie in about an hour or so.thats a cool thing.i was on the strand and their setting up shop for the bike rally.i get soome flow today.which i been waiting for..money is just material..why is it so important?i ( Read more... )

she is everything to me.
shes a myth that i need to believe in.

alas,alas!!!a new week instore..todays monday(yes)why so happy its monday cuz its a new week damn it!well lets see.on friday fuck head trevor came over to my place we chilled for a moment and then he took me over too this apartment.i been there before but it was nasty..cockroaches were everywhere man..i felt sick to my stomach the wh0le time i was ( Read more... )

today is boring,but atleast im not cooped up in my tiny apartment.i was looking through the houston press and saw a few things of interest...theres a place on westhiemer that does "free" piercings.the angels vault...wonder if theres a catch.and a few shows that are coming.next wednesday there having the industrial "gothic" underworld thing at ( Read more... )

well my past week or so was a little more exciting...not really but i got in a fight with my grandma and she cracked me over the head with like a 15 pound radio.my head split open.it wasnt bad though just like half an inch long.i had lrge lumps on my head...first for everything...i got a pretty ill concusion from it...i was kinda scrared but i ( Read more... )

well not much has changed since last time i wrote in here.all i been doing is working on my ged and trying to scrounge up bus tokens so i can go find a job...i sooo want a job....the holidays and all...blah ( Read more... )

uuuhhhgg.....last night i couldnt sleep....i kept dreaming of all this satanic shit....i dont know how really to explain it,besides i kept shooting up out of these dreams breathless and hallucinating...i dont need drugs,i have enough in my spine to last me for life...i hate waking up seeing shit...i used to say oh how wonderfull it would be to ( Read more... )

i did it... i actua;lly said how i felt...i found out that i only rally release my words when i get reall angry about a situation...i guess i was kinda pissed...cause i really didnt hold back what i had to say...actually coulda said a lil bit more but i suppose some things are really just better off unsaid..i fell cool about it though...

well today is just boring..i got up,washed me damn clothes and cleaned my room..looked at the clock and said peace out ( Read more... )

just another day for me....yesterday was simple...i went to ged classes...stayed the full three hours...im proud of myself....im applying for ssi...hope it works....i miss my only true friend becka...i read her journal..im affraid shes sliipinmg away....shit happens i guess....ill try to not let it happen but you really cant change whats already ( Read more... )