yes that is how i title my entrys...its a sat night n im just hhanging round yet i have so much on my mind n i cant stop singing yet i cant figure out why.....blaaaaaah. this is my moood nfgjkfnserkjhgb thought id share that with u all...im loosing all that was holdingonto oh well ill leave another entry another time...

i feel so lost its not even funny. i dont kno wut to do anymore. i sit here in this house with a bunch of ppl i kno n yet i still feel so lonely. how can i feel this damn lonley? i just dont get it... and i dont even kno how to fix this at all. i miss my puppy. the one thing i could always count on. my big ole baby. my gfs rents really do hate me n ( Read more... )

god i havent been on this thing in forver!! so jan 15th was me n ajas 3 month which made me happy. my life is compltly insane right now! no home no car no job. pretty much all i have is my friends n my gf. who is amazing!!! i havent talked to alo tof my friends latley tho but then again im up in derry!! so yea. i dunno wut to type bout lol. i guess ( Read more... )

i keep forgetting about this lol but things are lookin kinda ok i mean my life is a complete mess but im doin ok for once. i mean im still single n i have the few ppl i wouldnt mind dateing but with them goin off to college soon n one already dateing someone it doesnt seem likely so yet again i should just let it go n move on it seems thats all im ( Read more... )

i havent been on forever i guess myspace n that has taken up all my time! but things r shitty now more than ever n i dunno if im willing to keep doin it nemore! maybe i shouldve moved to AZ then i couldve forgotten it all! i still can move! maybe i will! im losin all my friends neway so wut would it matter???

Alot has been happening..me n jamie will bw 1 month on the 14 and my bros bday is the 12 and hes gonna be 19 and its just weird....i should be movin out of my house soon to go live with mc and i kno some of u guys think its not a good idea but me stayin in my house isnt a good idea..its like being trapped and suffucated i just cant do it anymore n ( Read more... )

im with jamie collins wether ppl like it or not and i am sooooo unbelivably happy!!so i hope u guys are happy for me and all cuz i think this could be a good thing for me but i gotta go just wanted to fill yall in who havent heard...love ya all
~Amanda

ok i fixed up my myspace all pertty check it out!!!

www.myspace.com/brokenwings88

u guys will ove it cuz its all colorful and surveys n quizes woo hoo..i stayed home today i got soo damn bored oh n check out the new song i put on i love it..bye guys

well mom found my myspace which is not good at all..shes flippen out n makin me delete it today which pissis me off sooo bad cuz its so stupid she makes me so damn mad....she wants me to delete it ppl were swearing on it n omg one of my friends pics is her like half naked thats not gonna go down good...she read my comments my messages everything ( Read more... )