I found one of my old favorite bands new cd's and I seriously started crying when I heard this song, I can totally relate to it. This is how I feel, It's by Plumb:

CUT

I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger 
And tears that still drip sore
A fragile frame aged with misery
And when our eyes meet
I know you see

I do not want to be afraid
I do not ( Read more... )

Happy Valentine's Day Everyone ( Read more... )

Grace Elizabeth Ann Neice

6 pounds 2 ounces
              19 1/2 inches long

This is my first niece and she is THE cutest and most adorable baby in the world. She was born January 4th at 11:21pm in Terre Haute to my best friend & sister Ashley. Congrats to her and her husband James.


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 A look back at 2005... 40 questions about 2005.

1) Was 2005 a good year for you? It was alright
2) What was your favorite moment of the year? Valentine's Day, Dennis showing up with roses and a bear and panties!!!!!lol
3) What was your least favorite moment of the year? I'd rather not go into that 
4) Where were you when 2005 began? Sitting at home I ( Read more... )

I AM: crying ( Read more... )

Worthless: the feeling I get when you look at me that way, throw up your hands bury me, look at me, look at me. Don't you see I'm withering. Days go by my plans are made, make you feel its all okay. When you look down at me, will you cry? will you even show? You were never there when I needed you. Maybe you didn't know what to say, but your actions ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here drinking my antioxidant green tea because i feel like shit. I have to be at work in less than an hour, ya rah. I hope I dont work with stupid people, because I am not in the mood to deal with stupids. Honestly, I'm just really upset right now, I've come to the realization that I probably have no friends, no one calls, no one cares ( Read more... )

..and I feel like I can't breathe inside, I suffocate when you walk away. I dreamed that you fell with you flag beside your heart and it crushed me in two. I looked down at you in your casket and grabbed your hand, "please come back, come back to me," I screamed. I told you never to leave ( Read more... )

I owe someone an apology and thats Andria. I'm really sorry if I've hurt you or upset you in anyway, I didn't mean to honestly. I'm not trying to kiss your ass or anything like that, I'm just trying to make it right. I think you are a wonderful beautiful and strong woman. Honestly, I am very jealous of you in so many ways. I care about you a lot ( Read more... )

So these past couple weeks have been pretty hard for me. I really don't know where to begin, but by telling you whomever reads this that this will be a large update with lots of photos.

To whomever reads this and whomever might be offended by what I have to say, I don't apologize. I am actually a very soft hearted person and I do care what people ( Read more... )