So the new year has started off, eh so far so good. I was just happy waking up next to danny and for him staying with me through all of the crap. He's such an amazing guy and if you ever read this thank you for giving me a chance to make you happy again. I've made a lot of mistakes but I know that we can rebuild in time ( Read more... )

Today feels better a little lighter on my heart, Dan showed up last night and surprized me with a mt. dew slushi. It's the little things that count. I really like him but I know that I dont want to push my recent hurt on him. Like I said somedays are good and I feel like I can do it, then some days I can't. Thank you God for letting me have good ( Read more... )

i'm so bad at updating my journal this past well year. I've been so freakin busy its killing me. I started school this week and so far so good. I've been working pretty much nonstop, if I'm not either at the bookstore or taking care of my "special" people, then I'm designing tats for people everywhere again. Don't get me wrong, I'd rather be busy ( Read more... )

If you could only see ( Read more... )

It's seems just like yesterday that you left and went away. We all know that your watching down on us every second, I wish for one minute I could go back in time and change things, maybe it could have ended up different, but I know it was God's plan. He didnt want you to suffer anymore, I know that once we all get there it will seem to you like you ( Read more... )

It's a crowded sanctuary where your worst fears fade into the background. They all swarm around me and I still can't seem to forget, your on my mind every second of every drink, but the sting never takes you away. I look around at all the hopefulls, wishing someone else would sweep me off my feet, but you're the only one and I can't breathe ( Read more... )

So, I'm going to try to start updating this more often than every couple months, I've been slackin I know. Gesh....

I worked today, blah. It actually went a lot better than I thought it would, knowing that I could go home and relax, not have to get off work at 8am and go straight to sleep rocks. 3rd shift blows, big ones. I work 8-4p tomorrow, which ( Read more... )

Today was a very good day, I got to see my niece Grace and my sis Ashley. She is growing up wayyyyy tooooo fassst. She weighs 13 1/2 lbs now!!! There is no better feeling than her falling asleep in my arms, or to see her smile when I look at her. It was so great just to be able to talk in person to my sis, I miss her like crazy.

I tried to lay down ( Read more... )

how do i reach you ( Read more... )

So if you don't want to read my complaining then don't read.....

I'm going to be 21 this Saturday and so far, none of my friends have even bothered to call and ask if I want to do something. Dennis has to work, so now I'm going to be alone on my birthday, because both my sisters have to work and God knows my brothers aren't going to take me anywhere ( Read more... )