and no one cares ( Read more... )

Well to all of you jerks who have not erased me off your buddy list.....i just wanted to say hello and i miss you all. i am ok and i am living with my new group home now.....i can't call any of my friends yet.....but if you wanna talk to me just write to me at cande_mh@yahoo ok? and don't forget my birthday is on August 14th so everyone drop by ( Read more... )

i still see him every time i close my eyes
i still dream of him
he's still my world......

i still wish he loved me

i miss vincent.....he helped me to get my mind off aaron.....and all the lies that he fille dmy head with.....i need that again

i kept telling myself....he's not yours anymore, he never really was.
don't get lost in those eyes.
stop staring at that smile.
stop listening to what he is saying.....he says alot more to her :*(

I hurt because......im all alone, my heart will soon be broken, im movin away from all of my friends, and i soon will not be able to participate in any of the things i love to do. And it would be one thing if it just happened......but what really sucks is that it is all my fault. i did it to myself. I fucked myself over. And everyone knows it. And ( Read more... )

and it breaks my heart that i will soon have to leave him. i want to run away with him and get married and have little dutch babies! but alas once again my stupidity has fucked me over big time! and i have only two weeks with him....can i even get laid in that amount of time? he is so beautiful.

I LOVE DUTCH GUYS!!!!!! and you should too :P

i am movin in a couple of weeks.....not that yall will miss me.....but ill miss all of my friends! I love you all.
I love how my life just gets shittir and shittier!
Woo-hoo!

i feel so sick.....my throat is so sore, im freezing despite the heat, and i ache all over! i am told it is because of malnutrition. I thought fighting with drugs and alcohol and bipolar was tough. Well ya know what else is hard as shit. This constant battle i have with my food. I don't ever want to eat. The smell of it makes me sick. And ( Read more... )