i do not have a job, my car has no license plate, and i barely have any money...but still i am moving out of my cushy lifestyle of having everything payed for...clothes, food, college, vacation, doctor bills, medication, etc....and i am moving on to a home where i have to work for everything, i have no medical insurance, and i can't go to school ( Read more... )

FOUR DAYS UNTIL MY BIRTHDAY....MUAH-HA-HA-HA

"i dremt tomorrow would have better things to say than
'you look like shit,
whats your problem bitch
your legs feel like sandpaper,
you can't do anything right'"

well i had an alright day...ive been sort of depressed lately. Oh and i need to get a job becasue i am tired of sitting on my ass.
I spent time with a friend today...
i really miss scott...i wonder if he forgot me?

i dont ever write in this damn thing, but i just wanted everyone to know that i am ok and such...it is almost my birthday, and i am moving out on my birthday, i have an incurable disease, and i get to go to the dr about it on my birthday. I guess my birthday is gonna be a big day. I miss all my friends especially Jamie!!!!!

i have not written in a long time...probably cuz life is crazy...and there is no way to put it all down on such a small space as this computer screen....but i can tell you this much....i know much of my past was a waste because the people i spent my time with don't give a shit about me...and i have planned for my future to be a success by blocking ( Read more... )

IM NOT DEAD AFTER ALL....i just feel that way

you dont really want to get ( Read more... )

Pretty girl is suffering, while he confesses everything ( Read more... )

Well i finally got my level two, and not that any of you know what that means because i don't talk to yall enough....but it is a good thing....i miss everyone still.....especially Ryan who i have tried to call like twice and both times he has been at work....and i miss Aaron and (suprisingly) Alex a bunch too. Who knows what is goin on.....i am ( Read more... )