well hmm lets see nothing is really exciting i love the bigest dick in the world but shit happens ig et a new puppy i'm ready to kill my borders i got kicked out hmmm lets see im going to have to go back on my meds or lost it completely i donno life don't seem right now that is oculd get too much harder.... i don't know i'm just confused and don't ( Read more... )

well as usual x-mas was emotional around here we went to g-mas grave site that sucked i hate going there cuz i know a few other ppl who have graves around there. and new years was a blast till soemone puked on my fucking floor. been doing a lot of thinking and the more i think the more harder life seems to get harder. i keep fainting n shti n have ( Read more... )

hmmm well lets see nothing much is new i'm still the saem old confused lil girl i have been for years. lets see monday i worked ummm tuesday i went to the courthouse in TO that was a blast! whoot crazy old men trying to sell me stole coats for 3$. ummm wensday was a fog day so i went to work then made candels :D i know i'm a loser! thursday went ( Read more... )

wow i ahven't doen this shit in a long time.. i lot has happened i don't even knwo where to start.....kev n i broke up cuzx i'm "fuckd int he ehad" i don't really cae anymore but it was a big thing at the time i thgoutht he world would stop spining. ummm i stopecd doing drugs definately a lot harder then i try to let on... like the other night alll ( Read more... )

you came int o my life so scared and alon gi helped you up lent you a hand. i need you, buut where did you go? i was there for you why is ti that when i need  you you just turn you're back why cnat't things be the way they wer e id id everything for you. i tried to pick it up and put the peices back together but everytime i lookinto ur eyes i see ( Read more... )

all I want is to feel again to feel the love to hear your heartbeat as my head is on your chest I want the love that i felt so much before why, why did it have to be me what did I do to deserve this i just want someone to hold me to whisper I love you in my ear to feel your arms wrap around me tighter i want butterfly kisses hell I just want kisses ( Read more... )

So I definitely sat n cried at lunch today. I’m so fucking sick of boys they are full of shit. The worst part was my friends kept asking what was wrong n know they are my "friends" but I still won’t tell them. I felt like getting up n walking over to jeffy n giving him a huge hug! I really miss haven' him to cry to/on but anyhow my b/f is an ( Read more... )

well hmm not too much is new.. the new boy is doing great i miss him btu i get to see him tomorrow! yay it is exsiting.. anyhow i must be off to do soem law homework lol peace

well not too much is new. tyler n i have said the last goodbyes and umm thats about it.i haven't slept yet even tho oh gosh i wish i couldniki n aaron and home with louis for the weekend that is a lil stressful. i'm going to the races after the paris fair it should be fun...but somehow it feels like a part of me is missing. i thought leaving tyler ( Read more... )

remember when getting high meant swinging at the playground the worst thing you could get from boys was cooties your worst enemies were your siblings race issues were who ran fastest war was a card game life was simple and carefree but what i remember most was wanting to grow up... growing up isn't fiar life was easy then everything changes when ( Read more... )