i hate my body... i came home early today cuz i was having really bad shooting chest pains... i hate it... who wants it? cuz i sure as hell dont anymore... argh... stupid body...but on the plus side of that i got to come home early and actually get some sleep but now im really really uppity and im supposed to be off my feet but i dont want to... ( Read more... )

how do you tell someone something they are doing is really bothering you? i've contemplated this for a while now... stuff keeps building up inside... but i cant take the arguing... i cant stand it... i hate that it makes me so angry and i dont want to say anything cuz i know it will cause a huge fight and i dont want that either...and the truth ( Read more... )

ugh... i hate how you can make me feel so bad about not telling you something... im sorry jesus christ im sorry i dont just open up to you about shit... im sorry that im such a horrible fucking girlfriend and you had to call and talk to ashley... im sorry that i make it seem like we're "two totally seperate people" and im sorry i dont tell you ( Read more... )

If you get out of the drivin' rain ( Read more... )

We were strangers ( Read more... )

hold my hand and promise never to let it go... kiss me now and promise never to stop. being in ♥love♥ is great... I can't help but sit and wonder "what the hell did i do to be so happy?" its such a great feeling i could laugh for days... happy laughter not manical laughter. Tee hee... anyways... ya... thats like all i have to say... YAY FOR ( Read more... )

so... everythings up in the air rite now... at least we're better... he understands where i was coming from and i accepted his apology for being an idiot even tho he was just kidding... so ya... and then of course being the sweetie he is he called me at 7:30 this morning to wake me up... *aww... grrr!* tee hee... but i can forgive him cuz i love ( Read more... )

... wud make u even consider saying something like that...sure u were "joking" and u assume ur "im sorry baby i didnt mean it i was just kidding" is gonna make it better... that hurt, how cud u think that id even remotely ever stoop that fucking low... how cud u say something like that and expect me to just assume u were just kidding... that hurt ( Read more... )

so theres this girl... this incredibly happy girl who everyones trying to bring down... and for once shes not letting them... being happy has been my goal forever and ive finally achieved it... if im such a terrible person here's the secret... k? ready???
then stay away... but dont blame it on me...everyone has their flaws... it happens...u cant ( Read more... )