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[brokenlilhearts]

I'm extremly depressed these days. My only joy in life is my son. I love him so much and I am soo happy I have him, but my home life sucks. I hate the fact that sean is still here, I hate how messy him and his daughter are. I hate the fact that he insists he loves me and I know he doesn't. I sat and cried yesterday for a long time. I put that

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My own Oz

[anamatapia]

Believe it or not, at one time I was a mess. I even moved across the country thinking I could get away from my problems and be happy. But, as you guessed, things did not magically improve just by my moving. I had to learn to take charge of my own life -- and it was a hard lesson to learn. But by doing so, I gained a sense of empowerment. I no longer rely on others to give me a sense of who I am. Some days the lonliness hurt so bad, but the payoff was worth every moment of it. By becoming my own confident person, I became lovable, and I found someone who wanted me and "got it."

I can't tell you how to do it, but I can say that I believe you can do it. You can start by realizing that you are a good person and you have just made it through a tough, but incredible journey (pregnancy and birth). One of my new mottos is, "Hey, if I could do that, I can do anything!" Feel free to use it anytime you're feeling down.

Re: My own Oz

[brokenlilhearts]

I appreciate your support Trace, it really does mean a lot to me...

[syntheticemotns]

we need to talk hon...send me an email and i will send you my phone number.

[brokenlilhearts]

How about you just email me? I don't remember your email address...
brokelilheart@aol.com

hey

[spermburper7]

it's been a while seen i've seen you, but i'll give you a hug...

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[brokenlilhearts]

Thanks for the hug jon, but ewwwe, what's up with that name?? :P yuck!

Re: hey

[spermburper7]

i met a boy once who had a roommate that called gay ppl sperm burpers. that's where i got it from. lol... i'm working on a new one...