i am updating my old journal. does anyone still read this?

-karli.

Erika's birthday was today, and I got to drive my car.

I feel bad when certain things make me happy, and others upset me. They really shouldn't. I just need to take it easy and breathe because it's all getting to me. I don't want to be criticized and I don't want to criticize. So please don't jump down my throat next time you're paranoid ( Read more... )

At least there's no school next week.
Oh yeah I'm an idiot, and ghetto brothers (with spare cars) come in handy.

Happy Belated Birthday Brian (!)

well you know what i enjoyed myself today.
met some nice people, saw a few friendly faces hadn't seen in awhile...
and spent the day pretty much with chris. tomorrow im going to make my mom happy and go to church.

essay. finished finally, and turned out halfway decent. spent alot of time feeling sorry for myself earlier, until i decided to fucking get up, do what i had to do and now i feel good. so fuck you.

manipulative? i'd have to say so. selfish? hm, yeah. changed? yeah, for better or worse? ...

Put on my pj’s and hop into bed
I’m half alive but ( Read more... )

Last night was different. I said some things I really didn't mean. Sometimes my mind just goes too fast for my mouth. This is not a dead end, and I'm not wasting my time. Contrary to popular belief, he is the probably the best thing that has ever happened to me.

I guess it's been awhile. who cares? Report cards came in and i made myself a's and b's. (semi-proud i am) Besides that school still sucks, everything about it i'm afraid. My mom still sucks too of course. Although i did get to go to san marcos with jd on saturday and purchase a few worthless items, which i happen to like. and so and so said ( Read more... )

chris is coming to corpus tomorrow, that should be great ( Read more... )

Nothing is going quite as planned lately. I miss you, I miss him. I'm attached. I can't stop thinking about this, that and the other. I really am considering giving up. Totally failed the Chemistry test today, fuck you mr. buckner. I had a headache this morning and then felt my temple and in my hair I have this bump that is swollen, but not a knot ( Read more... )

I've been exhausted lately.
My license finally came in.
Meghan's 16th birthday is tomorrow.
Chemistry is confusing not hard.
And Gillian, I'm ready to kick some ass.