I had a dream about Nugget last night, and to tell you the truth, it was the scariest thing in the world. And only because I got nervous when he was around ( Read more... )

To continue my nonsensical ramblings... the appearance. I find myself utterly uncomfortable hanging out with people in public who do not look physically appealing to the naked eye. If one was to run into a person, namely anyone... and the person and or people I was with couldn't keep them entertained, impressed, or wondering... I felt let down. ( Read more... )

I'm going to start writing about who I am. What makes me special, and what makes me bleek. And it's going to start today ( Read more... )

So today was good. I finally got to meet Christa's boyfriend, he seems cool. I mean I've seen him around but I never talked to him. I went out with Christa and Erica <3 I love those girls. We pretty much just bullshitted around. Visited Beth @ work and met Dan, which means = free food and drinks. We stopped at Eckerd to visit Michelle, but I couldn ( Read more... )

"the only reason people hold on to memories so long is because memories are the only things that dont change."

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I'm laughing so hard I almost want to cry. And why? BECAUSE YOU CONDEMNED ME FOR DOING THAT WHILE YOU WERE DATING HIM. Fucking hypocrite...

And when I can keep remembering with a smile on my face, I know that I've accomplished what I needed to all along. Thank you for finally closing this chapter in my life. I appreciate your apology, and I'll always be grateful. I'll always love you for that.

I haven't updated in a long time. Things are going great with Bill, though he scared the ever living shit out of me last night. But tonight he pushed things too far, not in a bad way, just because I didn't get what I wanted out of it. But it was cute though, a boy who says "I can't" when it comes to sex. He's not a virgin, but my Dad scared him ( Read more... )

Yeah, I'm just a little ball of sunshine now a days. I love it.

So my life has taken a unexpected turn for the better, leaving me perma smiled for hours on end... only because I've met someone worth my time, someone... ahh, I don't know... amazing. And you would look at him and think "What the fuck is she thinking?" Only because he is the complete opposite of me entirely. The whole redneck, country listenin ( Read more... )

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that I'm looking down on you smiling and I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain just smile back.

I miss you, but you should already know that.  Everytime I listen to Eminem, it reminds me of you.  Every lyric, every word, reminds ( Read more... )