i feel like a fucking cow. nikki is mad at me for god knows what. tims being a loser brother. ugh. i dont know i dont like complaining. but this just fucking sucks. THIS SHOULDNT BE HAPPENING. 4 more days. 4 more fucking days. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BROWNIED WEINER. I LOVE YOUUUU.
i fucking hate myself. i went OVERBOARD today. the hell..? GOD DAMN.
your band-aids cant fix me anymore your kiss cant swipe away the pain the cut you've made is much to deep not a petty scratch or bruise no. its much worse this time.
SARAH VISITED ME TODAY. she stopped by my house to pick up her pants. and i gave her my present. she liked it. IM HAPPY. we hugged like 100,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000 times. ahaha. i love sarah. :) my other big sister