Wow. I just can't seem to get over Austin. No matter HOW HARD I try, I just seem to keep failing at it. I saw him yesterday at his work. My mom and I decided to go eat at Rickeys for a late lunch/early dinner [I didn't think that he'd be working that day, let alone be OUT of the kitchen!!!!] As soon as I walked in Austin said "HEY!!" So I talked to ( Read more... )

So we were pretty much destroying ourselves. I had sex with Austin yet again. For about 2 hours yesterday. Then I watched his band practice- and I was thinking. WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE!? I'm destroying myself. I'm destroying him. I found out that that's the reason why I can't look at him in the eyes because I know deep down that we're ( Read more... )

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So yesterday was amazing too. I didn't go to church. Then I woke up around 11:30 and started getting ready to go meet Austin at the movies. So I picked him up from his house because it was a little rainy and he didn't want to walk in the rain. [Plus he had a mini-hangover from drinking so much the night before- he didn't ( Read more... )

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So I didn't see him last night. I'm kind of happy that I didn't. Even though I love [and equally HATE] being around him. But anyways. Kristen came over, and I was telling her a story about him, because she was curious, so as I was telling her a story about him and my cellphone started ringing. It was him. I answered. ( Read more... )

Today was VERY interesting ( Read more... )