I'll keep my jealousy close ( Read more... )

Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself ( Read more... )

im so tired, and im cramping, and i just feel like shit. today was very blahhh. this morning at like 6 i was laying in bed and i heard my parents talking about my dog and taking her to the emergency vet place. so of course i got worried and woke straight up. see what happened was yesterday my dad was outside doing work and sadie was just running ( Read more... )

so. today was an alright day. i didnt have to go to any classes because of that spanish field trip. it was pretty interesting. my poor little bean pod couldn't go. we went out to eat, and of course that was my favorite part because i love food. haha tomorrow i have that stupid s.e.a.s field trip but maybe that one wont be too bad either. hey i have ( Read more... )

oh my loves. i can't help but be in a good mood when it is so nice outside. im sad though, i came home and i was outside, but i was talking to dj and bib for so long i completely forgot about running with bean. its not like she called or anything so i guess its not that big of a deal. ive just been proud of myself that we have been on a schedule ( Read more... )

im so frustrated. lately ive been noticing more and more how sick and tired i am of this little cage my parents have me locked in. i am not a bad daughter to them. so i really dont understand. i mean seriously i uphold all expectations of what they have set for me. there is always the one time to take into consideration of when i was suspended from ( Read more... )

so its friday. yesterday was spent with bean. we had a good time, like always. we are fools. after dancing to rap, and trying to prove to barry that i have rhythm i was lying on trina's living room floor and barry chose to step on my stomach. now barry is a big man, and poor little mandot had just got done eating dinner. this all led to me spending ( Read more... )

there is this temptation for me to sit here and spill out how im really feeling right now, but i think im going to resist doing that because i have a lot of shit running through my head ( Read more... )

today sucked. and you know, everytime i listen to brand new in the morning i have a crappy day. i guess it started out before first period. kaylala and i were talking, and its retarded and forget it actually it didnt upset me. i contradict myself too much ( Read more... )

so lovers, it is a friday night. and im bored out of my mind. where are my friends now? i was planning on going with eli to the play, but its sold out. bean is out at some thing for her sister's band, she wanted me to go. but i guess thats not happening and rich is working. so im at home, bored. the truth is, i could find something to do, im just ( Read more... )