wow i can't remember the last time i've ever been this happy and bussy at the same time. i don't got alot of time so i'll try to type as fast as i can. i got to read the letter from one of my best friends (megan) she got so close to telling someone, but didn't cause she got scared again. i feel really bad for her but i hope she tells sum1 soon or ( Read more... )

i'm not even gonna pretend like nothing happened i know i've been writing alot about cutting and suicide but that's all that i have on my mind it's driving me INSANE! today i couldn't stop shaking durring lunch so i cut untill i felt like i was gonna bleed to death. i wish i would've. it would have been lovely to see that river of red just flowing ( Read more... )

not much goin on, but as everyone reading this knows there's a hurricane on it's way here. so i want to go outside in it in the middle of the fuckin' street so that if the hurricane blows any cars away i can stand in front of them and get squished HAH! now all of you are probably thinking that i'm nuts, but i'm not i just want to feel what it's ( Read more... )

oh god way too much for me. ok first my parents say we're moving and now they say we're not gonna move for like another year at the most, but for sure this time we're moving. and then my mom sais we're leaving the city for the hurricane i think she's scared but then again i don't blame her she's never been in a hurricane before. and i went outside ( Read more... )

everything seems broken again my friend and i just got finishechatting and jeannette YES she IS a cutter too and we're both trying to quit and now that ur in dominican republic it doesn't really make it easier to contain myself. boredome sux big nutz my mom and brother are coming home soon. YAY and tomorrow i will once again be deprived of the ( Read more... )

i just started packing for the move. i'm moving in september. my bestfriend is out of the country. and now i feel lonely because when she gats back i will leave 2 weeks later. well at least i can still call her. my house sux and since my brother is in the hospital my parents have left me home alone for 3 days straight and i just got attacked and ( Read more... )