I just saw Enternal sunshine for the spotless mind about half an hour ago. And then i had to go walk my sister to her bus stop. but in that half hour where i walked her to her bus stop then back to my house alone, i was able to think about how the movie related to my life. its an unfortunate trend i seem to be falling into continuously. heh. i have ( Read more... )

So we laid there again. doing nothing. thinking about nothing. speaking nothing. the nothing that helps shield the very thoughts i fear from my mind. the thoughts that keep me up at all hours of the night. the thoughts that make me who i am today. restless, trying to keep you by my side. i failed. it was all for nothing. 95% of me wants to get laid ( Read more... )

Some people would argue that attaining perfection is not a mere impossibility, but a mere improbability. Tonight, i discovered what it was to be on the verge of perfection. It was not a solid item, nor a liquid form, it was something measured in time. it was a moment that teatered on the verge of perfection. it was a moment when seconds turned into ( Read more... )

dear erin,

first off, if you did end up reading this i wanted to say sorry. yes, i'm apologizing. for being a jerk and not giving you a chance; a chance to explain yourself with full intent. when i called you during the last week of the summer, i was calling you because i was mad at you. i wanted to be mad at you, i never had any idea of ( Read more... )

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Just who do you think you are to tell me that 50 people and i have to quiet down? why don't  you  tell them yourself? Can't do it now can you? I didn't expect much out of you anyways. Just another lonley body sitting in your room doing what you always do...nothing. Thanks to you, you almost ruined the night of 50 people and i. so the next time i ( Read more... )

A month off does nice things. As for an update on me...I was actually smiling this weekend. It was nice to smile again and mean it. Thanks. I don't know what you did, but thanks.

"Go east on Sunrise Highway
Turn left at Carmen's Avenue
Go right at the first stop-light
And I'll be outside, waiting for you
I'll Be waiting for you"

today was a good day. and this is not like anyother good day. for the first time in a long time nothing bothered me. i mean i woke up..went to work, and now im here. it's amazing. i wasn'y upset, depressed, sad angry or anything. i was just me. the atmosphere at work is nice though. mainly cause no one really knows me that well. they just know me ( Read more... )

Its just been one of those weeks i think. The one where you just can't sit still. The kind of week where you have all this important shit to do but you can't get that one thought out of your head. no matter what it is, its difficult and makes for an interesating and frustrating time. This week i tried my hardest not to let it through my skin, but i ( Read more... )