It would be you. The same you that i've spoken too in all my entries but two. You make me feel a way i have not felt in a long time, but its a feeling that will never be returned back to me. That is the reason why i would pick you to have erased from my mind. I am weak. I am shame. I am tired.

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Heh, i guess i should be in bed but im not. School is beginning to over take my life. But on a good note i can go to Cole's this weekend. So that should be fun and interesting. I just seem so out of it lately. Something has been bugging my mind and its you again. I don't know why. I thought i was over this, but i guess not. Damn the man!

Shopping carts are the devil!!! More on this later. it is late and i must sleep

-goodnight moon

Its happening again. i've got that strange pain in my stomach where it feels like its pulling me into a ball. i just wanna sit in a corner and keep to myself. a corner of the world where i can be left alone; isolated. a place where my thoughts and feelings can go numb and where i can't think about anything and anyone. i do this all the time and its ( Read more... )

Girls confuse me. if you have any answers please contact me via email or leave a comment. Thanks

-Management

Talking to you was ....difficult for me. I still don't know why i called you, but i did. i thought that maybe, by calling you, i could finally close the door on some subjects, but it only made me uncomfortable and, i guess, angry. i don't regret calling you, but i ...nevermind. i couldn't believe myself when i told you that i didn't think we could ( Read more... )

Meet my girlfriends. yes...girlfriendS...as in plural! heh.


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Sometimes i kinda just get in those moods. You know the ones i always hated getting into. The ones where all i did was think and didn't stop thinking. Over analyzing things to the point where i feel i don't matter anymore. i don't know if its hard to believe but i do, sometimes, get in these moods. and a majority of the time i don't know how to get ( Read more... )

I was thinking about you today. It was...nice. For the first time in a long time i was not mad nor frustrated, but calm. Maybe it's a sign that I'm finally getting over what you have done to me. Maybe the time is coming that I open up and talk to you. It also makes me sad though because it makes me think of the past; when I was happy. You know... ( Read more... )