well everything is happening ..im suspended from my job at the moment for 2 weeks and thats not good cause i need the money bad right now..on a good note kimie and i are doing well ..as well as we can be right now..were not together but theres a tiny shred of hope..but im still scared..i feel theres something i dont know..like someone is hiding ( Read more... )

im more at ease now that i  was able to let kimie know how i feel without a fight...it was very nice..she knows im going to give her the space she needs but she also knows that im not just going to be in the shadows and she seems ok with that...im glad shes so understanding with this and im glad that im looking at things alittle different now..i ( Read more... )

well i talked to her and i feel better.. i pored my heart out and she listened..felt better... i missed her voice....i hope things go better .. i mean im not going to vent on her like i used too..there will be more love than pain ..i feel i dont have much time but i think shes willing to make the time i have left as good as it can be..im not saying ( Read more... )

well she never came..she was unconfortable with seeing me..how did we get like this..we were so unstoppable ..now every chance she gets she wants to stay away from me..its just so tragic but im giving up..thats what she wants...i hope she just knows that my love is real and wont ever go away..i hope she will be happy i truly do..my only regret is i ( Read more... )

well im here at my causin rogers place waiting on kimie to hopefuly show..she is making it seem like she just wants me to disapear by the way she acts tords me now.. i hope she truely understands when i tell her what i feel is going to happen with me this year..i keep having the vision of my death( yeah pretty nuts)but it feels real and well at ( Read more... )