i just realized how much i have to hate, and how little i have to be thankful for. i rents are giving me hell. it's like i'm grounded for no reason. i can't get over this girl, and everything i do feels like i just fucked up again. i am such an angry child right now. i wish everything would somehow fall into place, and the happy guy i used to be ( Read more... )

i guess i'm a little better today. i have the best friends man. thank u to everyone that is litening to me bitch and bitch and bitch. this is a poem about everything ( Read more... )

i am so fucking dumb. i got myself too far into something that is not finished. i know for a fact that i am in love, and in ways i hate it. i know that i lost my chance to be happy with a certain person. i miss her more than anything, or anyone before. i don't care about all u critics out there saying i'm too young. all i really know is when she ( Read more... )

well, the other day i finally put my heart on the line to the girl i think i love. weither it's puppy love, or the real thing, it still is hard to cope with. i got a good responce, but now she's gone for a long time. and now that she's gone, i feel she has taken a part of me with her. i really am getting myself in too deep.

one problem with publicising my problems is, i can't mention names. tonight i had a really good talk with erin and everything about our lives, so now i'm a little less scattered than the past few days. i have found out that when i say someone else has to be going through what i am, i'm not JUST saying that. eating my popcorn and writing is hard to ( Read more... )

today i had alot of fun. i had alot of excersise and shit so i'm soar. i still can't beleve it's summer!!! most of the same shit was on my mind. if i were to summerize my life at this point in time i would have to say regretful. i regret not telling the girl i like how i feel on THE perfect night. it's just something that has been circulating ( Read more... )

all day long my thoughts have been a little scattered. i really haven't been able to focus on anything because i have so much shit on my mind. i had an ok night, i just feel theres something missing in my life. i'm not too sure what it is. but i have a good guess. this may be just because i'm a teenager, but.... life blows. i hope one day ( Read more... )