haha.. Chelsey thinks I have a crush on Jessica.. i dont think i do but shh.. we wont tell Chelsey because she actually thinks shes right for once ( Read more... )

GUESS WHAT!? I love Kat <3 haha woo hoo!

I have this stupid dumb meeting in school tomarrow at 7:45 AM with my school counselor, teacher (mr. mullen (the asshole)), my mom, dad, and therapist. what funn. this is all because i've been a "bad kidd" in school. i've gotten ISS (in school suspension) 3 times in two weeks, but if mullen wasnt my ( Read more... )

well.. theres a lot goin on. i'm not gonna waste my time writing it all down. i'll just say if some time i dont sign on for a while i'm not dead.. my parents took me away. so yeah.. i've been thinking about Kelly a lot, i dont know why, weve been talking more.. things arnt workin out with Jayk (her bf) so she turns to me, i try and help but i still ( Read more... )

w00t trick or treatin was fun bitches.. well.. the trick or treatin part was. i'm grounded (as you all know) so i was forced to take out my little sister (but of course i wanted free candy tooo) but anyway.. i met up with friends and we all went out and we were all crazy and shit, of course i had to teach alicia (my little sister) how to trick or ( Read more... )

Whoa.. ok last night was freaky, like fuckin horror movie freaky. I went to bed at 8 and my sister ran into my room crying because someone wouldnt leave her alone outside so i checked (no one there) so i said said to stay in. so alicia was freaked out so she slept with me. then i heard this noise in my house (and my mom left to go to luciens) so i ( Read more... )

today i was in a bad mood so i went to sleep for 4 hours.. and when i woke up my mom was lying on my floor next to me with my friggen kindergarten photos (i know sounds like a cheap movie to me too) haha.. but i felt bad so i put her in my bed and tucked her in.. and she whispered that i'm a good kidd. it made me feel weird because shes never said ( Read more... )

well today was.... sucky.. i got in trouble in school (ISS for a week) for getting caught smoking in the school park and leaving school grounds (wich isnt true.. school park assholes)but yeah.. even after all the shit this girl who says shes my friend puts me through.. I tell the teacher she wasnt invloved and I'm charged 150 dollars because I'm ( Read more... )

i'm sitting here in school.. blaming myself because i didnt have the courage to pull the trigger. i dont care who readds this anymore.. i dont care who hates me who loves me who likes me, i dont care. last night was the worst night of my life. it wouldnt of happened the way it did if i just kept my mouth shut. the pain hurt so bad last night that i ( Read more... )

its not a FUCKING game anymore.. I'm done. I love you Kat.. and I'm sorry I hurt you.

I'm sitting here being bored.. so I'm gonna write my journal now ( Read more... )