Every time things start to look up my world comes crashing back down. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't think there is anything that I can do. I'm so tired of keeping my hopes up and fixing everything and then see it go down the drain. It hurts so bad. I just want the pain to stop. I just want to be happy and stay that way. I understand ( Read more... )

don't know what's up... can't seem to stay happy for too long. no matter what i try.. i end up fighting with someone. and it's just ripping me apart. idon't know what to do anymore. i can't make the pain stop... Help....

SO yea.. I have a habit of not writing.. for loooong periods of time.. but My life has changed yet again. I have a new man in my life. The 25th will be 5 months.. Jessi now lives with another one of our friends.. I didn't get to go back to school this year.. (family problems) I'm not sure if I was working at Mellow Mushroom or not.. But If I ( Read more... )

Well lets see... first we'll start with the Low life stupid cum dumpster of a whore... formerly known as the bitch... a.k.a jessi's room mate... as shown by the above she is not very well liked at the moment.. But she never really was in the first place... And as much as we thought it was impossible... she became more of a bitch... I know *gasp* I ( Read more... )

So... I haven't been on here in a while.. I'm not even sure that anyone even comes on here anymore.. Well... Things that have changed since the last time I was on here.. I'm not dating Jeffery anymore.. That turned out to be a very bad idea.. Uh.. I've cut and died my hair.. it's now kind of a purple red.. Ummm.. College still SUX.. My Wife(best ( Read more... )

Hey-lo peoples!!! Guess what!!!!!!!!!!! i am now legal!!! that's right so now it's legal for all you nasty perverts to stare at my breasts.... you're a peta-file no more..although i still think you're sick!!!!!!!!!!!!! well i'm going!!!

Hi.... well i'm not in that great of a mood today... oh yea.. sorry i haven't written in a while.. although i'm not sure any one is reading this. i thik pple are just readin what i wrote in my communities. but this is in case anyone is reading this and ( Read more... )

YAY!! i've joined a group on here... but not so YAY! it for depressed people... Maybe somethng good well come from it... we can only hope... right... oh yea! that's right... i have no friends so i guess i'm just talking to myself. Go me!

I'm Class now.... this is BORING!!! And no one wants to be my friend. LOL! Guess i've managed to become part of the outkast crowd in college just as well as i did in high school!! and it's only my 4th day. well i'm going