you ever feel like things would be so much easier if you were the last person on earth.. u wouldnt have to feel bad when youve had a rough day and you reali want to talk to someone but you realize you have no one to call becuase reali it would be impossible neway because u were the only one on earth. you wouldnt have to worry about being hurt, you ( Read more... )

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life is weird

hows it goin? I duno if anyone even checks this anymore cuz i havent written on it in forever. but w.e. tomro is my 10 months away from home... woo hoo! i was sent to lock down march 19, 2004 and then to boarding skool november 19, 2004... and yea.. thats about my life for the past year.

"I can no longer feel my breathing
my worlds crashing within
hope has deminished inside these walls
no where to go, no where to run
im trapped inside a life with only revenge
i cry in the quarters of my being
and bleed on the outer skin
but no one nos tha shit ive gone thro within"
- me
PEOPLE SUCK

wow last nite was a crazy nite.. theres this kid that HATES me but me and his older sis are reali good friends.. and for a while i wasnt allowed to come over cuz he told him mom about me and she sed that as long as he was home i wasnt to come into the house.. well my frend ended up paying her brother 50$ so i ate dinner with them last nite.. and it ( Read more... )

AH! for the first time in my life i dont feel like shit and things are goin good.. and now i have to leave.. and it sucks.. it never reali hit me until the other day.. wen i was sittin around talkin to my frends and reality kinda slapped me in the face and it reali sucked.. i duno wat im gona do without all the good frends i have met lately.. and ( Read more... )

i got up early this morning to look all prettyful for skool... but today sucked.. in my first period we were watchin the news and it was about how they are rewarding whites only with a scholarship thing i sed something like its about time cuz all they do is give scholarships to minorities now because of there skin color.. and this black bitch ( Read more... )

sometimes i forget y i hate ppl so much but then something hits me seconds later and im reminded of it... ppl are so mean and stupid.. its soo much easier to be nice than it is to have to think of stupid mean things to say.. and personally i have a lot more to think about than some 'good comebacks'. agh im soo tired of ppl.. today is deffinately a ( Read more... )

this skool day has been goin all rite.. im chylan in mr minors room durin my lunch hour with my frend krisi.. we come in here everyday and watch movies :) and were watchin this one movie called "here on earth" but i got pist off cuz the girl is a real bitch in this movie lol.. well kristi and i must go start our next movie John Q
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